I really hate my personality. There's so much defects and responses I've too change even for my own good, it's just stupidity hard to cuz habits are indeed scary but I too know that the fact I can see the layers shows that I'm growing and changing. I'm starting to accept that I'm too just a human trying to deal with a lot of loads and patting myself on the back. Maybe because it was meant to be, maybe everything has it's time or not, maybe it was just my time. I really have to give myself some credit in the end. #atiny_log