I'm actually dead. My "best friend" is a toxic fcking asshole who i thought was mad at me so when i asked she literally said and I quote "i don't really give a Fck if you think im mad, think whatever you want idgaf and idc I just have an rbf." SO CLEARLY. She couldn't give less of a Fck about me and she told me was going to- ok yk what let's not go there cause I can rant about how much a bch she was like A LOT but I'll try to stop going there but for some reason no matter how much ik she's a terrible friend to me I js kinda want to keep being her friend cause she was the closest to me that someone's been and I over shared too much with her and now I js don't want to tell her that we shouldn't be friends anymore but at the same time I do and idk life svcks I svck and everything hurts im probably js being a stupid teenager #vent #hyurithoughts