so. I kinda just lost my best friend today over text. She thinks I've been being an asshole cause of one false thing that she heard and thinks I've been being rude which I haven't. I tried so hard to convince her but she said "my humor ❄︎s so stop trying", "I'm rude" she repeated that one a lot, "I have no friends" she's right on that, "I talk shit about her" never have I once, she WAS my best friend or so I thought, "I talk shit about her friends" her friends are my friends and I've never talked shit about any of them, "and I should fck off and stop being a bitch". I cried for a good hour and now idk what to do because there is no convincing her because of shit that people told her which are all lies (from people who hate me) and I kinda just wished that I had friends who i could trust but that has never gone in my direction. Other than her being a bitch, my parents have too and I kinda just wanna yk kms bc there's nothing left for me. I thought she was someone who made me happy but now the only people who make me happy are Ateez (especially Yeosang), seventeen (Joshua and Minghao mainly), atiny and carat. Idk what else to do but just here to vent 👍🏼 fck life #vent #hyurithoughts