hearing seonghwa talking about the things he enjoys, collecting and displaying, and getting excited and happy genuinely means so much.
in the past, i used to collect more, and i remember the joy of arranging and rearranging everything; there's an art to it. not everyone will understand, and i would get shamed a lot for it; like why there was a need to have everything organized and displayed. for me, it was a way of having a space of my own that would protect everything while being able to see the things that brought some happiness. and by having things arranged with care, it felt like being respectful and a way to show gratitude if that makes sense?
although i don't have as much anymore (many of my belongings were lost/damaged/destroyed over the years, and i had to sell most of my figures during a really difficult time), to hear seonghwa talking about everything he collects and seeing everytime he shows how he has it all displayed brings back the same joy i felt back then.
there's so much that seonghwa shares that resonates on such a deep level; i really hope he's able to hold onto the happiness that his favourite things give him. that he can continue to enjoy collecting and can enjoy the process of displaying it all in the way that makes him happiest.
all of this is to say, you are understood so much, seonghwa and i hope you will always continue to boldly be yourself without fear. seeing this side of you is such a gift; the passion and excitement and joy of just talking as much as you want for a long time because it matters to you and is important for you. please always hold onto that. 🫶🏻🌟🩶✨️
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