I have about 5 top K-pop artist, but #Ateez has my heart❤️ I watched a video about mental health with about 3 months ago with #Hongjoon,and almost cried. I've always dealt with anxiety and depression since I was young. Mostly, with my weight; however, after watching this video I was sad because I lost my dad a few weeks before. I was his caretaker for 4 years, and he was my rock. Now, I'm a caretaker for my mom. We clash a lot, but I love her. I wanted to go to the Atlanta, GA concert so bad since it's so close to me, but I was worried about my mom. It made me smile when Hongjoon said, "He'll smash it and destroy it!" and "If your sad, watch me...us." This brought me so much joy along with his smile that lights up a room! I miss my dad so much, but he's still with me; just not physically. I love how Hongjoon speaks. It's like he's speaking directly to you. He is a true beacon of light. I wish I could thank him for being him💕💫