Just teared up and reflected so hard I have a migraine. "While money might seem contrary to art, art would not exist without money. Historically, art was created for the enjoyment of nobles and aristocrats, and in protest of this truth, even more forms of art were born. Money was the group's biggest obstacle in achieving their shared dream, and Yeo Sang decided to tackle it head-on." This part from Yeo Sang... are literally my thoughts now... and the end of the quote I selected is where my story is at this very moment... but tirelessly. TIRELESSLY. writing grants, proposals and projects in hopes that the right person comes to me. I have big dreams man. Big dreams that will revolutionize the way we communicate through art and music. It's so difficult. It's so hard. I won't let anything stop me no matter if I get my 3,064th "no." "What do you call that feeling when you're not quite sad, but not quite happy? When you're sad but feel like your misery is almost laughable?" [SAN] My strongest value is determination. I will do what I set out to do. Sometimes, my determination scares me. Sometimes, it affects my health. Sometimes, it affects my relationships. I always feel like I'm going crazy. I pray all my 2-4AM nights pay off. But I will make sure it's worth it. I have no choice but to. Thank you. #HONGJOONG #홍중 #SEONGHWA #성화 #YUNHO #정윤호 #윤호 #YEOSANG #여상 #SAN #산 #MINGI #민기 #WOOYOUNG #우영 #JONGHO #종호 #ATEEZ #에이티즈