Seonghwa, please be strong. A few years ago my father died, it was a cold, hard and unexpected death. Then I couldn't figure out what was happening, I kept telling myself that it's normal, that people die and that's it. I was a pile of stone, showing no emotion to anyone, although I felt that my soul had died with him. I didn't know how to ask for anyone's help and I kept everything to myself and that's what destroyed me physically and mentally. And over the years all I could do was blame myself for not being around him more while he was alive. Seonghwa, my dear, I beg you not to do the same. Don't keep everything in yourself. It is very important to let go and not blame yourself. I'm sure your grandmother will always watch over you and protect you. Your grandmother will be your guardian angel! Please think of this as a positive thing! If I could, I would take all the pain you feel now, for me, to feel it in your place! Please take care of yourself and don't forget that we are all by your side: Atiny and Ateez! And take as much time as you need to heal and don't worry, Atiny understands this. And we really encourage you to take the time you need! Because right now it's important to be you, a person, not an idol. Please accept my sincere condolences! we love you and hug you tight!😓😓🕯️🕯️🕯️ 성화 #떵화 #seonghwa