I know no one actually cares about this but since it's Ateez 5th anniversary i got emotional and I wanted to share how i feel about them announcing a new album For most people this might be just one comeback more, but for me has a deeper meaning because all I've been through and all I'm still fighting nowadays When the year began, I made a promise to myself. I said that if my life didn't get better, even minimally, I was going to km and give up because I deserved to rest after fighting for my life all my life, and because if things didn't change for the better this year, they never would. As the year progressed, I lost hope until, months before it ended, I had none left. So, my plan to give up continued. Throughout the year, I felt like Ateez tried their hardest to keep that hope alive in me. They were by my side in the worst moments when no one else was, and they brought me the only real friendships I have, even if they are few and far away, people who save me just as much as they do and make my heart go from being shattered into still being broken but this way❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹. Despite all their efforts, I did lose hope, and until today, my plan to finally rest forever was still in motion. Until these eight boys decided to use their last resort and release a comeback in the last month of the year, as if they didn't want me to go, as if meeting them in person this year was just the beginning and they wanted to keep walking by my side and help me achieve my dream, no matter how impossible it may seem, as if after 21 years of fighting, they didn't want me to give up. I still don't have the courage to confirm 100% what will happen to me at the end of the year, but their appearance as a last resort says a lot about the decision I will probably make. So, if I manage to get through this once and for all, it's thanks to them. If I'm still breathing and living in this world next year, it's truly thanks to them.