To Jongho: // (Day 45) Can you believe it's been 45 days now since you've been gone? My mind can't honestly process it..... it makes me really sad today because I've been having a difficult day with some personal issues, and I could just really use your voice or laugh to cheer me up right now 💔💔😓 I miss everything about you so much, I just wish we could get even the littlest bit of something from you.... :-( But I really do understand that you're priorities right now lie with taking this time for yourself, and soaking up every moment at home & off schedule. And I can't express how relieved/glad I am that you DO get to have this much needed break, Jongho!!!! I'm so happy you finally get to rest after working tirelessly for so long, and putting your body at risk every single day. This was well deserved, and it was a break that was long time coming, you know? But, even if we just got a selfie or a picture of the night sky again! Or even a little voice message, something just to let us know about how you're feeling, or an update on the recovery! I don't know.... I think I'm just missing you so much right now (even though you did post only a few days ago LOLL) :'((( You really don't owe us anything though, so please..... don't worry about ATINY. I'm just doing my silly little rant anyways, and I'm sure there's so many more ATINY who are wishing they could hear from you too. But, just focus on yourself right now, Jongho.... I really mean it and I think you just continuing to do what you're doing will make your recovery go as smoothly & quickly as possible!!! 🩹❤️‍🩹 Anyways though, I hope everything has been well for you these last couple of days and I can't wait to (hopefully) hear from you again soon! Happy early birthday, as well and I'm praying everyday for your healthy return!!!! I love you forever sweet boy! Love, Grace (& all of ATINY) ♡ #GetWellSoonJongho // #JONGHO // #종호