storytime omg 😻 today i had the absolute worst day at work like .... :/ i smashed my hand in the menu boards outside in our drive thru lane (i work at Chick-fil-a 😭) and it literally tore away chunks of my fingers LMFAOO and i almost fainted bc of the amount of bl00d, my managers had to hold me up and take me to the back office so i could rest and i still didn't even get to go home . then i dropped my lunch, and was so stressed bc today was SO f*cking busy like god.... 😐 this week has just been building up and building up and i finally burst with all my emotions today when i got home. i haven't cried this hard in awhile, and then..... this package came in the mail :-( and i lost it . this means so much to me to have in my possession, and turbulence is one of my favorite ateez songs of all time. i want these lyrics tattooed on me permanently because jongho's lines made such an impression on me. i remember the first time i heard this song, especially his lyrics, i just broke down and i had chills everywhere 😰 this song is everything to me and more, it changed my life and i am so grateful for Jongho everyday. i needed this today, i feel like he's literally with me in spirirt and i think that's why it's also been a hard week -- because i just miss him a lot right now :((( but i know he's doing well, and i'm hopeful for his healthy and safe return sometime this year <3 i just really need a moment to myself fr , and i think me taking a break like Jongho rn would make so much sense 😻😻😻☝🏻☝🏻☝🏻 me and bae on sabbatical together #slay anyways i love you Jongho :'((( i wish this week went better for me, but I'm just glad its done now and I can start over on monday 🤞🏻