random thing that makes me smile, imagine emo Seonghwa in high school listening to "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" 🙃 And it made me wander about who I was in high school, ten years ago, first year, was when everything started to fall apart. It's confusing to explain, maybe I just didn't know how to grow. There were so many factors. Today I find myself learning to build a new confidence in myself, recreating self-esteem that will always be beyond problems with appearance but with so much good influence that I managed to surround myself with (maybe it was destiny) I feel like I'm waking up. It's scary? Hell, yes!!! But after all this time, it's exciting, thrilling even! Isn't it funny how people are connected? Even when we think we have no influence, we are actually inspiring someone in many ways. In the simplest ways. Life is difficult but it has so many beautiful colors that captivate us to continue, out of curiosity or out of love a wonderful picture will be created after a beautiful road. Everything is always more than it seems and maybe it's romanticism but why not? I'm not so numb anymore, I'm more in the present and I deserve everything good in the world. I'm not a hostage to how others react to me. I am good and cool. And above all I don't need to be perfect. Let me be a fool, a dreamer, a whiner, a clown, defective, noise, serious, deep, crazy. Having so much capacity being held back by what others can or cannot do is a weight I no longer want. So I won't hold back anymore. #SEONGHWA #성화 #ATEEZ #to_Seonghwa [they say "like idol like fan", may be. It's a 10y pic]