To Jongho: // (Day 3) today has felt like an eternity, Jongho :( i've been so emotional all day, i teared up at work thinking of you. & I cried like a little kid after work because I saw a video of you laughing 😞😞 I feel so empty and so sad seeing videos of the other teezers at KCON and concerts/interviews where you, my bear, are gone. :( And turns out, when I got off my shift from work, all of the videos for the show in Mexico were circulating on social media, so seeing the boys perform knowing you weren't there crushed me. And I can't even imagine how you feel not being there too, and missing an entire concert.......😞 hearing your voice on the backing tracks, echoing throughout that arena, and the way ATINY screamed every word you sang... 💔 It showed me how many people truly love you, Jongho. It brought me to tears, and just hearing ATINY chant your name over and over again because they wished you were there tonight... it absolutely broke me. 😭But, you were there tonight with everyone, in spirit. The room could feel your presence, and even though you weren't actually there... your voice still erupted throughout the room and made the Earth shake; the power you have choi jongho!!!! ˚✧ ˚♡˚ ✧˚ But, I just miss you so bad today, my love. Today has been the worst so far, and I genuinely have had you on my mind 24/7 since I heard what had happened those few days ago. (Then again, as a Jongho bias, you're always on my mind 🤭😭🤞🏻) ⟡⋆˚₊ In all seriousness though, I feel so bad that you are going through this right now. :( I'm crying just typing this message out because I feel so sad thinking about what must be going on in your head, and the emotions that are flooding you. You're so strong though, my bear boy, so please keep your head up. 🐻❣️😣 I wish we could see any type of message from you or update, because not knowing how you're doing makes me so anxious, I just want to know that you're okay and feeling good ❤️‍🩹 I know you need to rest a lot and heal, but anything from you would make us so happy:( just to read your reassuring words, a short comment, anything. I hope we can receive a short Jongho update soon, when you're feeling better of course. You have all my sympathy, love and affection, and I will always be with you, bae. ATINY is not going anywhere :') so just take your time to come talk to us when you're ready. 🥺 I really hope you have a good evening today, try not to think too much cutie. You just get lots of sleep and enjoy some good food, and I hope you've been able to talk to the members a lot as well. Personally, I hope it starts getting easier to manage your absence.... because it's so hard with you gone, my sweet boy :-( I love you forever, Jongho and i miss you so much. & I will always appreciate and cherish you so dearly and closely to my heart. I can't wait to hear your laugh again and hear you sing your little heart out ! <333 ☺️❤️‍🩹🫶🏻🥹🐻💋❣️✨ ,,.∧,,,∧ (  ̳• · • ̳) Love, Grace (& all of ATINY) ♡ /    づ♡  #GetWellSoonJongho // #JONGHO // #종호