Hello to anyone that reading this post~ First of all i wanted to confess and randomly let go of the feeling i have right now. So right now at this very moment i want to thanks Ateez for their song and everything. Im suffering from depression and anxiety for a very long time now. I battle with depression for 8 years and i have a very bad social anxiety since i was a kid which effect my life so bad. I cant even order food properly but now i start to be more brave. My life is so empty and everything is black and white for me. Lonely and colorless. Kpop is one of the places that i ran to when i feel horrible. Starting my journey as vip to monbebe and now as teume and atiny. Kq fellaz the era of me believing that i will able to put colour on my life if i waited for them to debut. And i believe in miracles. Ateez do give me colour and making me believe that i need stay alive so i can see this people success as a group and individual. I learn to stay positive from seonghwa and hongjoong. I learn to be brave and confident from Wooyoung. I learn to be kind and be polite from Yunho. I learn how to be myself and find happiness from Mingi. I learn to give affection to people that i love from San. I learn a weird humor from Jongho and yeosang. Ateez teach me how to be a brave and confident human. Day by day i tried to improve myself and embrace all of my fear. I feel content everytime i watch any of their shows. Everyday i said to myself thank you for being alive and stay. Or i wont be able to have a wonderful life and colourful life. Now i see colours and i feel happy. Thanks to ateez i have friends that willing to listen to my weird jokes😭. I never regret stanning ateez. Being an atiny is a blessing to me. If i ever get to reborn i will choose to be atiny again. I will never stop supporting ateez. Thank you ateez for being the loveliest and kind idol i ever stan. And thank you atiny for making most of this place comfortable for me to stay. Thank you KQ ~ #ATEEZ #THANKYOU